Roses are red, sun is yellow, sky is blue, I'm pure

well. My life is good. I'm not really proud of myself at the moment but life is perfect. I still have friends, I still have boyfriend, I still have parents and lovely cat at home. Yeah you will think that I don't want anything else cuz I already have everything. But why I cannot ask for something more? For example, a great job for Industry Training or Beautiful car on my 18 B-day. Why not?

The thing is you cannot always have what you want but you always can try, can do your best! Can fucking smashed into the wall to have it. The most important is to realise that you REALLY WANT IT. That's it. Easy yeah?

Sometimes I feel guilty. I don't know why, just guilty. Though it kinda hurts and I learn my lesson. I'm still a bit different to others and I'm the one who's not scared of telling the truth. I still believe in happy end.