think i just have to start making notes like this otherwise im going crazy

i just re-watched one of my favorite teenager films. one of the first of that type — meaningful, deep, but for someone — stupid and shallow

so there were two — Keith and Natalie

god I hope nobody finds this when I’ll die

and they, actually he, screw their relationships, but he’s the one who started them, she didn’t needed them at all. or did she?

and this moment, when she came out for bowling with him and gave him that look. they’re looking for each other like there’s no thigs in the world they can screw ever again

like we’re sometime

when it seemed like earth stopped turning and there’s no life after, like we’we ruining each other’s lifes enough

and

you met me

i met you

and it started all over again, but with more sad look at each other

and one day it was over