I think, I think when it’s all over it just comes back in flashes you know, it’s like a kaleidoscope of memories when it just all come back, but he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It’s not really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it and crazy thing is I never know if I’m ever gonna feel that way again but I don’t know if I should. I knew this world moved too fast and burned too bright but I just thought how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you. Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him, it was losing me.