I'm back from Krasnoyarsk today. I've missed my dear notebook for all fucking 3 days. Now we're together as before. I'm really glad to write here again. Get lots of interesting news and stuffs. For example, I was surprised in my cousin..She'd never drunk before I didn't visit her ahaha. She said me "Hey Alina, I got a good idea! When my mum falls asleep we'll take her vermouth from the fridge and give a party!" Hey, what's the fuck is going on in this world? What happened to that shy girl? So, we took that vermouth and drank quite enough! Then Nastya prepared a cocktail for us by mixing up orange juice with that vermouth. It feels not so bitter. Honestly, I liked that. Of course I couldn't forget about a shopping center…Bought some presents for Lena, clothes for me and left that town. Now I feel too bad myself..You know, when situation and condition change around you, you get feel yourself badly..It's 3:30 am now. I don't wanna go to sleep cuz it's holiday. I must spend it like a normal person. I mean not sleeping, more eating and reading. Hello, degradation.