i don't want to be someone special or play the role for someone

BUT i do it

i'm trying to be someone who i don't know. when i think what was i puting on today the first reflection that came to my haed was "hm.sososo.i need to wear this one because the girl from my school weared the same and it was not bad(the clothes that i said aren't the same at all but the style is similar. a blouze, a skirt, shose and cardigan) i want to have something that help me to be the person, to have my own thoughts.

BUT NOW IT"S IMMOPOSIBLE. and i don't know how can i change it

fuuuuck. this is the worst event that can happen

polina, remember you must to change yourself your minds and you MUSTN"T LISTEN THAT OTHER GUES SAY TO YOU (listen your parents because they wnt only the best life for you)

REMEMBER