Really? I don't understand why? What are bad things inside me. All days I..I am siting at home and watching films about friendship or true love and I think, why I don't do another things, what I am other. For long time I have not a boyfriend or some cavalier. Today's 11 february and very soon 14. I..I'd like to this day be beautiful, as expected, but this day will be like last years. But I have a drop of optimism and I belive that I will meet with cavalier who brighten up evening. And I advise you the same. In general, do not whine like me, it never helps.