There are days that I wake up, and I think, " I want change" in all meaning of the phrase I want to cut my hair short and dye it, or paint my eyelids in crazy colored eyeshadow, or talk to someone I admire but don't know well I want to catch a bus to an unknown place, or to go to a cinema alone but I can't garner the courage to do these things I ought to be more free and worryless