Nowadays, I am always thinking over such things like family, children and ma own house. I'm only 17 years old, but I really hope for that. I imagine how I would cooking for ma sweetheart and laying on the bed in front of the TV in the evenings. And how I will hold ma children to school. This lonelyness is killing me all the time. I'm dreaming about ma own private life. But I hope for the best..