I'm fat: S that makes me angry… why do I eat so much food?! why I'm so lazy to do workouts?! I hate myself for this( (Yeah I know people say that my figure is good for my heigth but I want it to be perfect, I wanna have beautiful body. NO! NOt skinny. Сurvaceous body with weist and sexy hips. But I'm FAT and UGLY!!! That's disgusting(( ( I wanna have some will-power to make my body perfect. I wanna do this!!!