It hurts me. It hurts me, knowing what I’ve done, and that pain…That pain is with me all the time. And every day, I think that if I just…If just give myself over to the blood, I can make that pain stop. It would be that easy, and every day, I fight that. And I am so terrified that one day, I’m not gonna want to fight that anymore, Elena. And the next time I hurt somebody…It could be you.
