oh Gosh…i need 2 write an explanation letter to someone as i promised, but i can't. i'm too lazy right now. that's shitty, i promised a lot of things 2 a lot of people and now i'm sitting and staring at my pc and watching "Desperate housewives" all days long and at the same time getting so frustrated that all my life has definitely freaked me out. i hate that. hate when this shit happens 2 me as i know that when i face these kinda troubles it takes me months 2 "get well". either i've given up or put up. the same for me.