Forgivness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgivness - that’s a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean, or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back. So we feed ourselves to starve the pain. We’re all afraid of something. I was afraid I was dying, but in the face of great despair - I had epiphany. What I’ve done is who I am, but what I’ve done is not who I will be. It’s been nearly 37 million seconds, 10 thousand hours, 14 months since I’ve realized what I’ve done is not who I can be. Unburden yourself of the mistakes of your past, and when you do, your heart grows stronger. I should know - mine was supposed to go out a long time ago.