And we all want trophies, she want a ni**a next to her

Pull up when he flex to her even though she lonely

She look pretty

She's too pretty

Trophies, she have you waitin' there on both knees

She want a ni**a that'll make her really feel pretty

And she don't feel pretty

Don't feel pretty

Мальчики утекают сквозь границы и пальцы. Мальчики…мы снова остаемся миром женщин, жестоким, вспаханным, воющим миром. Мы снова остаемся. Останемся ли мы?

Специально не спрашиваю ничего, не уточняю. Не вынесу. Не хочу думать об этом. Хочу думать так, как кажется. Кажется, что ты не уедешь. Кажется, крещусь.

Мужчины бегут, меняется ли отношение к ним в среде? Вроде бы нет, но да. Вроде бы да, но нет.

Посмотрела «Рассекая волны», думая, что поможет. Помогло. Ларс фон Триер — великий феминист. Величайший.

Never really been alive before

I always lived in my head

And sometimes it was easier

Hungover and half-dead

I’m back in town, why don’t we go out?

Let the rats spin around our feet

The full moon shines down on these dirty streets

Back in town, why don’t we go out

To that ninth street diner?

And carry on slowly, torturing each other

’Cause it’s always the same

I came for the pleasure, but I stayed

Yes, I stayed for the pain

#писатель а #дневник а #рефлексия

I’ve always thought it was Aria, I’ve saved a lot of pictures of Aria on Pinterest bc I like her style and I find her really pretty. I also used to like Spencer or Emily (I mean, their style (c’mon, it has always been about fashion, hasn’t it?)), but now I can’t name enyone better than Hanna. She’s like the soul of the group, she’s been through a lot but became stronger and better and never lost her humanity or was annoying. We love Hanna here

За 20 минут я прохожу путь от первого человека до апогея космической гонки. За 20 минут я прохожу этот путь в последний раз. Я останавливаюсь там, где стояла в апреле, не видя шедевров своими новыми красивыми глазами в темноте. Я видела только себя в отражении твоих зрачков.

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Апрель. Как много изменилось с апреля. Как мало времени прошло с апреля, а всё уже изменилось. Я думаю о том, куда потом пойдут эти буквы. О том, что больше никогда (никогда, никогда) не будет так. Еще ни один проект я не провожала с такой грустью и печалью. Еще ни один проект не был так плотно связан цепью "рабочее-личное". Мне грустно, что это конец. Конец какой-то эры, последняя черточка иероглифа, последнее число после запятой. Это конец. Ключ поверни, и полетели.

Знаешь, до сих пор, когда я выхожу через ворота в экспозицию, чувствую эти духи в коридоре, я всегда внутренне замираю перед тем как открыть дверь и ступить на мозаичный пол. Мое сердце ухает вниз, легкие разряжаются, и я не знаю, что это со мной. Я думала сначала, что это ты, но тебя нет, а всё так же. Это что-то большее. Все мы — часть чего-то большего. И я иду, подпрыгивая вместе с сердцем, и не боюсь даже, просто чувствую. Что-то большее.

My shadow side so amplified

Keeps coming back dissatisfied

Elementary son but it’s so

My love affair with everywhere

Was innocent why do you care?

Someone start the car, time to go

You’re the best I know

My sunny side has up and died

I’m betting that when we collide

The universe will shift into a low

The travesties that we have seen

Are treating me like Benzedrine

Automatic laughter from a pro

My what a good day for a walk outside

I’d like to get to know you a little better, baby

God knows that I really tried

My what a good day for a take out bride

I’d like to say we did it for the better of

#писатель а #дневник а #рефлексия #работа

Девочки такие сложные, разные. Девочки такие ранимые, нежные, красивые. Так жаль, когда у них что-то не получается. Так жаль, когда они страдают, терпят, жалеют. Так жаль таких хрупких, мягких, удивительных девочек. Так закипает, пузырится кровь, так хочется справедливости. Кровавой, выстраданной справедливости.

Со стороны — я эмоциональный столб. Может быть я вру себе, но иногда самой себе кажусь такой отстраненной, холодной, странной. Может быть, конечно, все картинки в голове считываются с лица, может быть.

И все же я люблю этих девочек. Немножко отделяя от себя, да, но тем не менее люблю всем сердцем.

Oh, it’s good to be alive

Crying into cereal at midnight

And if they ever let me out, I’m gonna really let it out

When I decided to wage Holy War

It looked very much like staring at my bedroom floor

But, oh God, you’re gonna get it

You’ll be sorry that you messed with me

And I know I may not look like much

Just another screaming speck of dust

But, oh God, you’re gonna get it

You’ll be sorry that you messed with us

#писатель а #дневник а #феминизм #девочки

Картинки опять не видно, но ладно. Мы снова общаемся с ней, и чувствуется взаимное облегчение. Научись прощать. Научись зачеркивать ошибки аккуратно.

Если это — чистой воды разводилово, стыдно ли мне в него играть? Стыдно ли мне чувствовать, обижаться, покупаться? Верить или не верить? Стыдно ли, в моем возрасте? Испортит ли это мой прекрасный образ завуча школы сук, хоть полноправно я в нем и никогда не существовала?

Стыдно, если тебя обыграет малолетка? Или это весьма адекватная цена за то, чтобы чувствовать себя снова живой?

Doesn’t care, I’m always on my Blackberry

All the time, all the time, buying into every lie

I’m a flashy little lush, but he thinks I’m really fine

Notorious and wild, takes me where I’m gonna shine

Where the bad boys roll hard, dressing like James Dean

And the vixen starlets feels so good to be

We’re children of the bad revolution

And partying’s the only solution

In our minds, there ain’t any confusion

About who we are and what we’re gonna be

We’re gonna get free, free, free, free, free, free, free

Get free

#писатель а #дневник а #рефлексия #чувства

Secretly I’m not as sorted as I say I am

I’m bursting at the seams waiting to hear again how great I am

Yellow, red, pink, love me some low light

It goes really well until you find out what I’m really like

We go out to breakfast, I make two years of mess

I’m running out of answers and I’m not even dressed

I like to think I’m balanced, but can’t look at my phone

’Cause you’re so hyped and now I’m jealous and still on my own

It was never supposed to become a tradition or anything of the kind, really. It was just Wei Ying, just the first snow, the giddy feeling of it landing on your coat and open palms, melting instantly. But it did. Now, it’s him, the first snow, and the river bank. And the stranger.

Wei Ying has taken to coming to the river to watch the snow land and stifle the city that he has made his home. His, and A-Yuan’s, who is at home now, undeniably plastered to the window of his bedroom with their cat, watching the snow in the headlights of the passing cars. It’s Sunday, the day tellingly gloomy and lead-coloured. Wei Ying’s head knew about the upcoming snow before any forecast did, which still failed. It predicted snow for tomorrow, but it’s happening today already. A-Yuan thought it was ash from the bonfires at first.

Wei Ying is restless against the fencing, the carton tray he brought along is at his knees, resting on the fencing’s platform. It’s nearing five, he can’t feel his hands and nose, but Wei Ying tells himself that he’ll come. If he doesn’t – well. Maybe next year.

He busies himself with watching the snowflakes, or rather graupel, disappear once it reaches the surface. Water to water, stark white into the welcoming darkness of the same kin. It fits the city. It fits Wei Ying. Sometimes he envies the snowflakes. Sometimes he’s the river.

Despite it being the weekend, there’s no one around, because the wind is unforgiving and slashing. The nature invites to join its slumber, and Wei Ying almost did, with A-Yuan and Ghost tucked in on both sides. But he has a plan, a wish, a need to quench. Perhaps the snow will help.

Wei Ying nervously glances at his watch – it’s ten past five, tsks, turns his head and – the stranger is here, watching the snow exactly how Wei Ying’s been for the past hour. He doesn’t fidget – he never does, according to Wei Ying’s scanty data collected over three years. Wei Ying gulps, hands clenching into fists. His palms are clammy and ice-cold, but it doesn’t matter. He won’t disturb the stranger with them, he just wants to say hi.

The man is standing two spans down, the flaps of his grey coat hitting his legs. Wei Ying draws a breath. He wills his hands to cooperate, picks up the tray, and strides up to the stranger. Wei Ying is never shy about meeting new people, approaching them. With this man, it’s different. Wei Ying doesn’t know why, and it makes him quietly unsettled. Perhaps it will end today.

The man doesn’t turn as Wei Ying comes up to his side, and Wei Ying gives himself three hysterical seconds to realise that the man is gorgeous, even just one side of his face, taller than him, and completely expressionless. Still, he looks stern. Cold, like the river.

“Hi, ” Wei Ying manages, and coughs once to clear his stupid throat. “Hi, ” he repeats, brighter. The man turns to him slightly, still expressionless, which is fine, Wei Ying can work with that.

“I, uh, see you here watching the first snow every year, three years, actually. Me too.” Wei Ying’s heart leaps into his throat as the man turns to him with his whole body. Heavens, how can someone be so beautiful. If he fails, Wei Ying can’t even fling himself into the river from embarrassment.

“I am aware, ” the man says, and Wei Ying’s brain screeches to a halt.

“Oh, ” Wei Ying blurts out, and at least his cheeks start thawing from the blush. So the man has been watching him too.

“I’m Wei Ying, not a creep. I just wanted to say hi! And, ” Wei Ying points down with his chin. “I have coffee. And tea! I didn’t know what you like. I got both.”

The man inclines his head, gaze dropping to eye the tray. Wei Ying swears his brows twitch. Is that how he frowns?

“It’s freezing today, so I thought, ” Wei Ying cuts himself off. He didn’t really think that much, he just barreled into the coffee shop and ordered. “There’s a black coffee, a green tea, fruity, also black, and a cappuccino. Deflated, but, ” he shrugs, the warming talismans flapping on the wind. “If you’d like something else, I can get it! Just say the word, it’s not that far away. I just wanted to, ” Wei Ying parrots, desperate.

The man looks up at him, then down at the tray, then at him again. Wei Ying can’t feel his fingers, but he must be maiming the carton.

“Green tea, please, ” the man says, and Wei Ying breaks into a ready grin.

“Sure! I have sugar packets, in case you need them.”

Now, Wei Ying hasn’t thought of the logistics that well, so sue him.

“Ah, can you?” he says, and the man readily takes the tray from him. He’s wearing gloves, Wei Ying feels. “Thank you! Sorry, I can’t do it one-handed, I’d just spill everything.”

“Mn.”

Wei Ying blushes violently. He tears the talismans from two cups, snatches the green tea one out of its nest, the cappuccino for himself, and ta-das victoriously. “Sugar?"

The man shakes his head. "Thank you."

Wei Ying smiles at him. Something in him unspools. The snow helps.

Wei Ying takes the tray back, hands the cup to the stranger, and lets the warmth from his cappuccino seep into his skin. He watches the snowflakes land on the man’s coat, on his dark hair, on his nose and lashes, melting. Wei Ying looks away, aware of his indecent staring.

He puts the tray on the platform – A-Yuan will enjoy the tea – and turns to the river. The ripples are soothing, nudged by the wind. The snow is growing stronger, the day darker, his trainers slippery on the wet pavement.

They keep silent, and Wei Ying is okay with that. More than just okay, if he’s being honest.

“Your hands are cold, ” he hears amidst the whirlpool of his thoughts. He turns around.

“Huh?”

The stranger is done with tea, it seems, and he watches Wei Ying’s blisteringly red hands. “Your hands. You are cold.”

Wei Ying shrugs. “It’s fine.”

The man inserts his cup into the tray and takes his gloves off, which –

“No, it’s fine, no need! I never carry gloves, and A-Yuan always scolds me for it, but even if I do, I always forget to wear them, or I lose them, so I never even carry gloves."

The man takes Wei Ying’s cup next.

“You can lose them, ” he says, taking Wei Ying by the wrist and shoving his hand into the glove. It’s fuzzy on the inside and treacherously warm. Wei Ying’s stomach lurches from the touch of fingers on his skin.

“Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

It’s first snow again, late this year – it’s December already. It’s Wednesday, past Lan Zhan’s bedtime, but it’s snowing, so he made amendments. Wei Ying unscrews a thermos with tea, while Lan Zhan holds out two cups. The tea steams in the cold. Wei Ying is wearing Lan Zhan’s gloves, ultimately too big for him, but he refuses to wear another pair. Any of the three pairs Lan Zhan had bought him.

“You should have worn a hat, ” Lan Zhan says, ever the worrywart. “Your hair will get wet.”

"If i get sick, you’ll kiss it away."

Lan Zhan hums his assent, and takes the thermos from Wei Ying.

The river is already hidden under a thin layer of ice, almost translucent. The snow is soft and slow, like an early morning kiss.

Lan Zhan hugs him from the back, warm, familiar. The river bank is empty, people getting warm elsewhere, on the night of the first snow.

Wei Ying is shivering in the embrace, overwhelmed and grateful. More snowflakes in the tea, on his gloved hands, on Lan Zhan’s hair.

Wei Ying watches the river. He doesn’t feel like it anymore.

Поезд кряхтит, как попугай. Контролер сегодня с косичками-мальвиной, ей идет. Непонятные мужики едут непонятно куда, благо хоть на моей остановке не выходят. На "лошадиной полянке" снова никого нет. Слева струится масляное после дождя шоссе, элитное и чистое, европейское. С баннеров призывно смотрят сумки стоимостью 12 МРОТов и их потенциальные хозяйки. Дома громоздятся друг на друге, кучкуются, создают понятие о "новом русском стиле" — это когда ты покупаешь 6 соток реликтового леса по цене сотни акров и вырубаешь их, чтобы построить четырехэтажный дом с бассейном.

Но это неважно. Подступающий со всех сторон плиточный пиздец, богема, дорогие витрины, меняющиеся раз в два месяца, пробки, МФЦ, новые асфальтовые дороги — всё это неважно. Дайте просто МНЕ смотреть на МОЕ небо из МОЕГО окна, ездить МОИМИ путями в МОИ места и хотеть чего-то чуть большего, чтобы всегда вернуться назад.

Стена обнимает меня за спину. Спереди, сзади, кругом — твой теплый маленький дом, весь состоящий из твоих стен, весь новый, отзывчивый и красивый. Больше половины твоей жизни не было никакой стены, не было никакого дома, подпорки, центра тяжести — было нечто иное, тоже важное и близкое, но с каким-то привкусом москвичей, испорченных квартирным вопросом (а может быть, неуважением личных границ). И это движение — от тебя к стене, к теплу, к созданию нового — оно может быть таким затяжным, а может быть таким стремительным, что неясно, что хуже. Ясно, что нужно закрыть, максимально закрыть этот этап, чтобы, оперевшись на эту стену, держаться рукой за ясеневые и лиственничные подпорки двигаться дальше. Дальше.

К своей личной стене. К своей личной семье. К своему личному месту, построено-оплачено.

I don’t need you, I don’t need you

Besides I barely ever see you anymore

And when I do it feels like you’re only halfway there

Young mothers love me even ghosts of

Girlfriends call from Cleveland

They will meet me anytime and anywhere

The day I die, the day I die

Where will we be?

The day I die, the day I die

Where will we be?

Don’t do this, I don’t do this to you

Don’t expect me to enjoy it

’Cause I really don’t have the courage not to turn the volume up inside my ears

For years I used to put my head inside the speakers

In the hallway when you get too high and talk forever

#дневник а #рефлексия а


Most of the time…most days, I feel…nothing. I don’t feel anything. It is so boring. I wake up and I think, “Again? Really? I have to do this again?” And what I really don’t understand is, how come everybody else isn’t screaming with boredom too? Trying to find ways of making myself feel something. More and more and more, but…it doesn’t make any difference. No matter what I do, I don’t feel anything.

I really hate the way you cold call me
I hate the way your voice, it travels seas
So take the god out of your stare for me
'Cause I don't see him standing there in front of me

Don't stop what you're doing, just love me
Kind man in the light
Don't stop these things in the deepest and the darkest night

May the best of you ring true
May the best of me be enough to keep you
Or I'm already losing you


Do what you really want to do. Do not play their games. When they want you to rush to the right, blow at the highest speed to the left! Do not do what others want. Search your own way//
Делай то, что ты действительно хочешь делать. Не играй в их игры. Когда они хотят, чтобы ты мчался направо, дуй на самой высокой скорости налево! Не делай то, чего хотят другие. Ищи свой собственный путь

As it seems, this is the first text after some years here and first one in 2019. So let it be as a start point and motivation for me.

Not to be lazy ass and all time falling in love shit piece

and

let me be more romantic and soft to guys, who are really trying, otherwise it seems really dumb idea to date me.

Hello everyone! Actually, I don’t even think that someone reads my posts and really interested in me and my life. But it is the best way how to express all my feelings and thoughts now. So, what has happened. We were writing test at the lesson of History on Tuesday. I was preparing for the whole evening and night and was sure that I’ll write it successfully! The next day, when I wrote this test I was on the cloud nine! I thought, that I’ll get high mark. BUUT! The next day she came and told that we don’t understand the material and don’t even learn history. I was shocked, when she read my work. She didn’t mention whose test was it, but I understood, that it was mine. She made an angry face and read my sentences. As a result, I undestood that she wanted to say about my level of understanding history in general. I was disappointed and upset too, because she had never done smth like this before. I am sure, that there’s some pupils in our class, who don’t even try to understand it, but why she didn’t read there works? Hmm…

i am so tired of this world and studying mostly…

I wish 2019 is the year when you start putting yourself first. It may be the time when you let go of toxic people and find people who treat you well. Don`t be afraid telling people "No" or doing something you don`t want to do just to please someone.

I wish 2019 is the year when you find yourself. I hope you find something you are really interested in, something, which makes you passionate. It may be anything, a new hobby or a pleasant job.

I wish 2019 is the year when you finally realise you don`t need anyone to complete you. You are whole yourself and it is sometimes okay to be alone.

I wish 2019 is the year when you start loving yourself and stop doing yourself any harm. It is okay not to be perfect. Everyone makes mistakes and nothing actually matters until it`s important for you.

I wish 2019 is the year when you are in harmony with your body, your thoughts and feelings. Everyone deserves to be happy and so do you. Happy New Year!

Надеюсь кто-то знает английский. Ведь перевод замечательный.

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic… don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought… it figures

Mr. Play-It-Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
" Well isn't this nice… "
And isn't it ironic… don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought… it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out
When you think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic…don't you think
A little too ironic…and, yeah, I really do think…

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought… it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out.

The load sensor is used to detect the change of diesel engine load and convert it into DC voltage output in proportion. The speed control unit is the core of the electronic governor, and the transmission of the self-speed sensor and the load sensor is accepted. After converting the voltage signal to the DC voltage, it is compared with the speed constant voltage.

The comparative comprehensive task is completed by the digital calculation in the microcomputer. Then the digital integrated signal is converted to the analog signal through the DA converter and then transferred to the electro-hydraulic servo valve. Obviously, in steady state, the output of the microcomputer in this way is zero.

However, the speed governor of the external users is constantly changing, that is, the M resistance is constantly changing, so the steam intake of the steam turbine must be changed accordingly to ensure the resistance of the M steam. Otherwise, the speed of the turbine will vary greatly with the external load. When the external load increases, the speed will decrease and the external load will decrease..

Well, let's talk about the speed limit control of these countries. Although it's really cool to drive, there's no need to expect too much. There's a good name for the law enforcement team. The car may cause the safety accidents to occur when the speed limiting device for vehicles is broken, the brake failure or the power shortage, and so on, which may lead to the danger of speeding and even falling in the car. The function of the speed limiter chip is to stop the car and prevent the passengers and equipment from being hurt in the above cases, thus avoiding the occurrence of safety accidents, so the vehicle speed limiter system is an extremely important part of the elevator's safe operation. In general, the speed limiter must carry out the type test before going out of the factory.

What is the working principle of the speed limiter and the safety tong? Speed limiter and safety tongs are very important mechanical safety devices. The speed limiter is connected to the safety rod on the two sides of the car by a wire rope. In order to ensure the speed and accuracy of the speed limiter, a speed limiter is installed in the bottom hole of the well.

https://www.h-nec.com/c/speed-limiter_0027

The first thing that I've done before writing this note - I found the last one. The differences between the privious and this months are so huge! Now I feel like I found new company, new friends and new family. It is a very interesting fact that when I say "Bye! Till tomorrow!" and I really want to see them all tomorrow and want to go to university too. This story is about my dream. A half-year ago I was worried about the life I've achieved. I couldn't believe that I would stay all-day-long reading some books in English, for example, Mathematics in Economics, Macro and Micro. It should be noted that I was planning to go to the energy masters degree, but, fortunately, I passed the most complicated exams at school and now I'm here.

To All the Boys I've Loved Before

Всем парням, которых я любила раньше

Год: 2018

Страна: США

Слоган: «The letters are out»

В главных ролях: Лана Кондор, Ной Сентинео, Джанел Перриш, Анна Кэткарт

Описание: Привычная жизнь Лары Джин Сунг Кови переворачивается с ног на голову, когда все письма, которые она писала своим возлюбленным, неожиданно попадают в руки к адресатам.

My life was a mess, but I could clean my room.”

Buttering a roll, my dad says, “I like Peter.”
" You do?“ I say.
Daddy nods. "He’s a good kid. He’s really taken with you, Lara Jean.”
" Taken with me?“ I repeat.
To me Kitty says, "You sound like a parrot.” To Daddy she says, “What does smitten mean? Taken by her?”
“It means he’s charmed by her, “ Daddy explains. "He’s smitten.”
“Well, what’s smitten?”
He chuckles and stuffs the roll in Kitty’s open, perplexed mouth. “It means he likes her.”

Peter: So if I went all the way across town, to get you something that you like, then that means…
Lara Jean: You must really like yogurt?
Peter: You are impossible.

It’s scary when it’s real. When it’s not just thinking about a person, but, like, having a real live person in front of you, with, like, expectations. And wants.”

Why? Why is that scary?

Cause the more people you let into your life, the more that can just walk right out.

You were never second best.

Мнение. Я очень люблю подростковые драмы. Я слышала о книге и знала о способе, которым пользовалась Лара Джин. Но я и представить не могла, что могут снять фильм по этим книгам. К слову, наткнулась я на него случайно, когда зашла на сайт Netflix. Картинка была почти на весь экран, и глаза мои обратили внимание на название. Загуглив фильм, я с восторгом пошла к Даше, чтобы скорее начать смотреть.

Я не пожалела о времени, проведенном за просмотром. Потому что картина окутывает своим теплом и легкостью. В фильме нет пошлых сцен, и все смотрится достоверно и искренне. Во время просмотра у меня было чувство, будто я опять вернулась в школу и все это происходит со мной. Я даже несколько раз обронила слезки. Мне так понравился фильм, что я пересматривала его на следующий день (да, такое со мной изредка бывает). Словом, фильм идеален для просмотра с подругами в выходные дни, или когда вам очень грустно/тоскливо/одиноко.

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hedley – bad tattoo.

someday, i don't know when, we're gonna get to that place

where we really want to go and we'll walk in the sun.

Мне кажется, что я совершенно разучилась излагать свои мысли. Открыв вкладку, я минут десять пыталась собраться и написать “привет”. Что ж, прошел год с последней записи, даже не верится. Раньше для меня блог был чем-то вроде дневника. Я хотела сохранить свои воспоминания, моменты из жизни, какие-то личные переживания… Сейчас же, я думаю, блог станет для меня в каком-то смысле спасательным кругом. Внутри меня огромная дыра, растущая в геометрической прогрессии. Я пытаюсь бежать от самой себя. Это ужасное чувство. Я чувствую, как тону в своих проблемах. Ухожу под воду так стремительно и быстро… И я не знаю, как спасти себя. Как там говорят? Проблема утопающих дело рук самих утопающих? Это фраза подходит как нельзя кстати. Я постараюсь малую долю свободного времени уделять блогу, возможно это поможет, возможно, таким способом я спасу себя. Кто знает…
Не хотелось бы вкладывать в этот пост только негативные мысли, поэтому начну с хорошего, идет? Университет я закончила, пару месяцев искала себя, потом работа нашлась, не работа мечты, но на первое время как раз. Уже год работаю, но в планах найти что-то более подходящее. Так же, у меня появилось маленькое чудо в доме, мой кот. Ему уже год и я в нем души не чаю. Сначала мы с мамой не одобрили эту идею, но потом сдались. Нам его подарили, от подарка не отказываются. Да и как можно устоять перед таким комочком счастья? Никак. Поэтому сейчас нас стало на одного члена семьи больше, чему я несказанно рада. Вроде бы все хорошо, животное в доме появилось, личные деньги в кармане, но в каждой бочке меда есть своя ложка дегтя, не так ли?В то время как моя повседневная жизнь становилась все краше и интереснее, личная жизнь умирала, как красивый цветок в саду, о котором давно забыли. Не буду вдаваться в подробности, это не к чему, скажу лишь то, что мои пятилетние отношения с молодым человеком закончились. Мы много ссорились, ругались, но всегда мирились и находили точку соприкосновения. В последний раз не смогли, увы. Это печально, но я пытаюсь держаться из последних сил. Любовь прошла с его стороны, как бы грустно это не звучало, а держать человека только ради себя, ради того, чтобы тебе было хорошо – неправильно. Самое забавное то, что голова все понимает и принимает, но вот сердце… Сердцу не прикажешь. Вместо него теперь черная дыра, которую я пытаюсь заполнить, но пока не очень получается. Мне даже иногда кажется, что она растет, становится с каждым днем все больше, кажется, что она поглощает мое тело. Друзья пытаются помочь, поддержать, это ценно для меня, но все прекрасно понимают, что пока я не приду в себя, не начну жить с чистого листа, мне никто не поможет. И это чертовски хреново. Мне лишь остается надеется, что это чувство пустоты скоро пройдет и что я смогу вздохнуть полной грудью.

Сейчас в моей душе зима, но мне бы так хотелось, чтобы внутри меня зацвели цветы, повеял свежий весенний ветер, настала оттепель.

Настроение: взять с собой кошечку и скрыться в неизвестном направлении.

Такое августовское summertime bitterness, и уже ничего с этим не поделать. Картинки из зноя: двое детишек светлячками рассекают на велике густоту ночной просеки, а мы слишком стары для того, чтобы влюбляться. Вообще, все, что я чувствую обычно – это гнев, скука и разочарование, и я не думаю, что это признак гармоничной жизни. В мысли постоянно что-то вклинивается, перемешивает их, как карты в колоде, и концов уже не найти. В середине дня я вдруг оборачиваюсь, выхожу на улицу, ловлю руками это утекающие секунды зелени, неба, тепла, счастья – я не знаю, как можно быть счастливым в минус двадцать, это грядущее – это противозаконно. Мне все время мало, только постоянно не понятно, чего именно. Меня накрывает так, как будто я…что? даже не знаю. Мне определенно не мешало бы сходить в отпуск, которого уже года три со мной не было. Мне определенно не помешало бы выспаться на пляже, посмотреть на воду, почитать на незнакомых языках. Я себя чувствую так, будто меня заперли в очень комфортабельной клетке, под домашним арестом, будто навечно. Слава Богу это не так, но ощущается все равно погано. Погано – вот слово из грядущего. Парадокс – вот слово из всегдашнего. Ты была так горда вчера, и тебе так горько сегодня, вот она, жизнь. Вот ее смысл и суть. Положи на тарелку и убери в холодильник.

Afraid of what might be

The hounds of love are hunting

I’ve always been a coward

Here I go

Don’t let me go

I just can’t deal with this

But I’m still afraid to be here

And I don’t know what’s good for me

Among your hounds of love,

And feel your arms surround me

I’ve always been a coward

Never know what’s good for me

Do you know what I really need?

Do you know what I really need?

With the substantial innovations that we have actually seen in innovation over a previous couple of years, without a doubt among the coolest and also most hassle-free up as well as coming creations are most likely to be employing home automation installers Sydney to manage whatever in your residence. Automation could be so hassle-free due to the fact that you could regulate lots of features throughout your residence with a straightforward one touch or movement into a control pad. There are several fantastic means automation could be valuable to your day-to-day life.

Home Automation Installers Sydney

Residence Automation Offers Convenience

Among the very first means, automation is making our lives simpler as it would certainly permit you to regulate all the illumination in your home in the power of your hand. State you are lying comfortable on the sofa, all covered with a comforter, as well as you, recognize you have to transform the light in the kitchen area off prior to you could view your flick. Or your children are pursuing the evening as well as you could inform that they left all the lights on upstairs, with numerous automation tools; you could regulate that quickly without leaving the sofa. Lower the lights or transform them off, you regulate it in your hand. With automation, you could shut down lights in any type of space from any type of space, therefore, conserving on your own loan on your electrical expense.

Residence Automation Supplies Benefit

One more fantastic advantage of hiring a home automation installers Sydney - smarthomeworks.com.au/service is the capacity to utilize the drapes as well as blinds from the remote. Among the most awful times is when you obtain comfortable on a sofa to see a film as well as you see that irritating glow beaming off of the TV. Well, say goodbye to stress due to the fact that with an automation system, you could manage the blinds as well as drapes from the convenience of your sofa. Say goodbye to destroying your convenience to be able to see the TV. With automation systems, all that power will certainly relax at the grace of your fingertips.

House Automation Gives Simpleness

With automation systems, the opportunities are unlimited and beyond your imagination. You are likewise able to regulate the temperature level of your home easily without your presence at home. You can do it while on your way home from the office, or simply drinking your favorite coffee at the nearest restaurant. It additionally allows you to establish your house safety and security system from the convenience of your room without needing to stroll downstairs as well as inspect if you were not sure about what's happening in the dark. The countless manner in which automation systems could be useful as well as boost your lifestyle as well as make points in your family run even more efficiently and also effectively. It really is just one of the lots of innovations of the future that are most likely to profit our lives for many years to find.

Хочешь писать? Так возьми и пиши. Возьми чертовы ручку и бумагу, если клавиши для тебя – слишком отвлекающий маневр. Напиши о хаски в наморднике, которого похвалили за хорошее поведение на станции, о мужике, который делал селфи, о пожилой паре на скамейке под зонтиком в зной, между остальными несчастными; о том, что у любой преграды обязательно есть две стороны, и ты их обязательно увидишь со временем – только двигайся. Талант не приходит просто так и не исчезает в никуда; письмо – это навык, наблюдение, чувствительность и способность ожидания в моменте. Пиши, дыши, будь.

..I wonder if now it happens, that cinematic moment…Does that really matter?

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In an extremely competing economic system in which web-based income are gaining more profits than the returns of typical merchants, the latter should try to become much more functional than ever in an effort to thrive and build their businesses. For that reason, competing along with improving the proficiency of aspects of their functions. One essential part that a lot of vendors must put emphasis on strengthening is supplied control but this could easily be taken care of with inventory management software.

There are plenty of categories of a software program which work for a different function. Choosing and implementing types of system is an arduous duty. Good choice of software that may be helpful to finalize the work nicely without taking so much time is the key to fix the issues faced by the concern. So before employing application good decisions has to be taken since it is destined to be fairly essential to the growth and development of an affiliated business. Inventory is certainly an acquainted term to businesses. Running inventory is regarded as the challenging duties. Right now, there are sorts of inventory management software which helps in dealing with inventories proficiently. Inventory is comparable to the supply of raw substances or stuff saved in the warehouse that is available by the corporate in coming days.

Supervising inventories in the storehouse could be an extremely laborious mission seeing that checking every commodity or stuff stocked there can be very time to consume and demands loads of endeavors. Consequently, it is really advisable to utilize inventory management software. The inventory management software package reduces hard work and also will save you lots of valuable time. Inventory management software Datapel records all the number of goods or material stored in the storehouse, date of purchase of the merchandise, keeps or records sales proceedings, presents a description of goods and many more. This has served the management of firms to keep the entire course of inventories easily.

Inventory management program can be used by agencies no matter if big or small to control inventory effectively which can give you a helping hand in improving earnings and reduce the expenses drastically. This software program will also help the handling to a stock accurate degree necessary to sustain stock amounts in the stockroom. Prediction of looking after asset levels has found a standstill due to this software. Inventory management software has also assisted corporations in making correct buying decisions. These applications support the companies to distinguish which goods, supplies or items are sold better and which goods, materials or objects have sluggish sales proceedings. This will help the firms to maintain suitable supply quantities of the product that are marketed more which will make certain that no demands from the consumer are rejected due to a deficit of goods. This would provide client satisfaction and will enable them to make increased prospects.

Thus, Datapel inventory management software is regarded as vital for inventory-based companies, retailers, sellers, agencies etc. Therefore, inventory management software is deemed as a tool to take a business to a higher level.

I'm so freaking happy that you're here. That you're near me. That we share /barely/ everything with each other. That we spend all the sad, terrible, awful, and also fantastic, amazing and awesome moments together, always trying to support and make each other smile and feel comfrotable. I'm so happy that in spite of all the bad situations that we had, we're still together. And I really want to believe, that everything's gonna be the same way. I'm so afraid to lose you. I'm afraid that something can go wrong. I'm also afraid for you. You've gone through so many things in your life, that you deserve only the good things. Laugh, smiles, hugs, true love and right people around you. I want you to tell 'I'm happy'. That's the best thing I can get from you and in general too. Just let's be together despite everything and everybody. Let's cope with all the difficulties and tough moments. At last, let's be happy together.

I love you so much, I'm not sure that somebody can imagine, how. And all I want is to get hug from you and know that I'm at home, right where I'm supposed to be. In your arms.

“When I was obsessed with Panic! At The Disco.
“ - I can’t. he’s so cute, he’s so cute. Come on, he’s like Jesus and chocolate. Just look at him!”
Then I realized it really wasn’t about the music.”

Love, Simon + Panic! At The Disco References

Regardless of, every household has a kitchen area, however, a lot of them do unknown just what kind of cooking area they come from, thus the need for kitchen lighting design. Have you ever before categorized your cooking area? What sort of cooking area you have? Is it a rustic or nation design? Where design you wish to transform it, nation to modern or rustic to a streamlined modern-day cooking area? Someone like the elimination of all additional devices develops their cooking area to transform it into a minimal cooking area.

Kitchen Lighting Design

So, it is a reality that you need to understand about the kitchen lighting design you intend to make right into your kitchen area improvement. Whatever it might be, you have to maintain compared to factor in your mind that the cooking area is the only room where we invest one of the most beneficial time of our life. In contemporary idea, kitchen area is not just an office of preparing food. It is utilized as an analysis space; playing video games with your children or talking with your close friends also for organizing an event in the weekend break. In this perspective, you have to think of the enhancement of design as well as additional worth included products in a kitchen area along with the regular daily-useable devices.

Creative thinking continues to be behind each of this revaluation, as well as an important part of that imagination results illumination in an appropriate reliable preparation. The correct illumination style depends upon the design of your cooking area and also on your individual psychology.

There is a huge range of illumination components for the cooking area beginning with the island lights, necklaces, light fixtures, track lights, recessed lights as well as under cupboard lights. It is not that you will certainly be taken into consideration as a great developer if you make use of all type of lights her as well as inside the cooking area. Every design of illumination has its personality and also worth. A few setups of lights often functions far better compared to a lavish setup of all pricey lights. Success is restricted in the preparation.

In the beginning, you need to separate the parts of the cooking area inning accordance with the sort of job. The workplace for preparing food is fairly various in capability as well as the value of the space of your kitchen area where you normally do some crucial documents or check out publications. Every component needs to be lit up by its very own relevance and also different interest is necessary to be attracted to each and every location. This sort of differential lights is called accent lights.

For instance, if you wish to place a unique focus on a stunning huge paint or other artwork that is held on the wall surface or if you place some unique recipes planned for your family members to offer a shock on the table, you require a type of recessed cooking area lighting fixture or straight mounted lights for that. Those lights can be guided by a certain item and also placed added accent relative to various other things.

Under closet, illumination is an additional design of lighting to produce a fantastic destination on the counter leading location which every proprietor prefers to concentrate on optimum. These lights are most cost-effective as well as are really soft as well as reduced. You could have numerous attractive under cupboard lighting fixture within seventy-eighty bucks. Usage most modern-day backsplash ceramic tiles with matching shade as well as structure inning accordance with your selection as well as the motif of the cooking area to include a unique worth of destination. Usage dimmer buttons to regulate the illumination and also the state of mind of cooking area at the various time as well as in various demand.

A criminal lawyer is a person who is in charge of a criminal offence for their parties. There are various types the lawyer will have to deal with such as the claimants, the defendants, and the witness in a trial and third party who was at the scene of the crime or murder.

In order to solve crime problems in Sydney, all people that are in charge has to go to the Court as they need legal and expert advice. It is always important to get legal advice from lawyers before you take any further actions in regards to legal cases.

It is never easy to deal with criminal matters. Therefore, now I will be dictating the role of the defendant, the claimant, and the witness.

First in regards to the defendant

Since every criminal attempt leads to misleading consequences, the charge has to be proven by the police and prosecution beyond the reasonable doubt especially following the Egg-Shell Skull Rule test to identify the case in a better way.

As a defendant,

By right, the police and the courts will be having reasonable evidence and proof to clarify the cases. It is a must for judges and also juries. Even though the defendant pleads guilty, but they have given right to express their story and what happened in the situation. It would be easier and convenient if the defendant provided an honest and fair answer.

Therefore, it is important for a criminal lawyer Sydney to act professionally and loyal to investigate the case which might result in fraudulent answers from the defendant just to safeguard themselves from being charged.

Next in regards to the victim

It is highly possible that the victim is the principal evidence of the scene or offense. Therefore, their evidence and the reports lodged at the police station and prosecution department place a vital importance in getting a conclusion.

Even though they are the claimant, they too have to undergo some counseling and legal process to double confirm the case to avoid any misunderstandings between two parties.

Lastly, the witness. Sometimes, the witness does not really take into account as they merely saw the offense and sometimes they might change the whole scenario just to protect defendant mainly to withdraw the cases. However, they might feel offended or nervous to give their information in a trial or hearing in Court. With no worries, the criminal lawyer in Sydney and the court will give protections to the witness to escape from any harm and consequences.

In a nutshell, criminal offenses are becoming more violent and worse day by day in Sydney despite the developments of the country. Therefore, the criminal lawyer has to be more peculiar in deciding the case and the judgments. A criminal lawyer could be either at the side of the claimant or defendant but the decision is based on the judge and no one is above the law. Always get expert advice from a criminal lawyer Sydney.

When you design the landscape of your home, something that you should not neglect is the lights. Lighting from lighting designs Sydney is a really various ability as compared to the remainder of landscape design as it calls for a great understanding of the buildings of light along with the functionalities of mounting an illumination system. In this write-up, I'll be discussing the best ways to obtain one of the most from your yard illumination as well as how you can make sure that you utilize an eco-friendly lights system.

Lighting Designs Sydney

The most effective means to begin creating your lights is to attract basic representation of your yard as well as where its highlights are. You need to likewise attract where the power factors get on the map to make sure that you recognize where all the leads from the illumination need to wind up. When you have a map, you could begin to select where you would certainly such as the light to concentrate. Do not attempt as well as choose a great deal of various prime focus due to the fact that this will generally wind up looking as well arbitrary as well as messy when the lights get on. Rather you ought to just choose one, or an optimum of two locations in the yard where you assume the lights must be concentrated.

When have you actually selected were and also exactly what you would certainly such as the lights to brighten you have to think of what it costs? illumination you are most likely to utilize. You must never ever make use of excessive illumination. The concept isn't really to produce a daytime result in your yard in the evening since not just will this not look excellent however it is additionally light contamination. Rather, attempt as well as discover a means of discreetly utilizing lighting to highlight one of the most appealing locations of the yard. Be considerate of the remainder of your community as they are not likely to desire great deals of light contamination every evening.

Due to the fact that the lights are most likely to get on every evening in your yard, you need to consider the best ways to be eco-friendly as well as lower your power expense. You could obtain solar energy exterior lights for this. They are additionally helpful due to the fact that you do not need to fret about positioning them near a power outlet.

The good idea regarding outside illumination with the help of lighting designs Sydney is that it is very easy to mount and very easy to walk around. Therefore, you should not hesitate to experiment a little bit with various illumination settings and also designs till you locate a configuration that you like one of the most. While attracting a layout of your yard is a great way to obtain your initial suggestions, you would certainly marvel the number of wonderful mixes of lights you could locate when you begin to experiment. If you want your landscape to turn into something great, then lighting is your key.

"Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough."

When confronted with the legal issues of the family, the most important thing in the world is Camden. For obvious reasons, you need only to hire the best practitioners. Although Camden's law on the family issues is no way different from those of other counties in this country it would still be a huge issue. Doing so will somehow provide you the advantage of getting a higher percentage of winning your case. Is simply this Reason why more and more Individuals in Camden facing legal-Matters involving household Issuesopted to hire only some of the best lawyers in Camden specializing in the family law of the county. Of course, those people have the different perspective on Camden's laws and their clients. Here are some of the most important things in the world: Camden:

Gryphon Lawyers family law Camden

· Getting the best legal advice - if you are going to hire only the best practitioners in the domestic act Camden, you will definitely get the best legal advices you wish to get. Nearly all the clients of the legal issues of the pertinent to the family issues, they would surely want to seek only the best legal advice from Gryphon Lawyers family law Camden they can possibly get. This is actually human instinct as I may say. I mean there is no one in my mind who would not want to get off the hook from any legal problems. And most often those individuals believe they can surely get the best legal advice only from those who are truly expert on the matter and even the best in this legal profession.

· To be well represented in court proceedings - while winning a case is a big issue for those facing legal charges on family issues, it is equally important for them. This is why it really is important to get the services of solicitors.

· Getting higher percent of winning the case - one important reason for people in Camden to prefer only the best practitioners for the place. This is why it is pretty important for them. Choose also one with extensive experience and incomparable expertise. Hence, the next time you will be looking out for the best legal advice on family issues, Camden.

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This is an article discussing family law Camden. It somehow provides readers with the importance of hiring the best practitioner for it.

so here's the thing. i've done a lot of thinking and now i feel like i've reached some sort of closure. the other day i was talking to this girl and it felt to me like she was everything i am not. she had all those guys proposing to her and generally being crazy about her all the while she was really practical and didn't really love any of them. and i was like: jeez, why can't i be like that? why am i always putting my heart out and getting awfully hurt in the process? but then, while we smoked outside, she told me: 'i'm so jealous of people who can love like that. i've never felt it. you know, i love those creative people who always seem to have something going on for them. sure, they feel depressed most of the time, but god, do they burn.. and i feel like a lightbulb who just goes around and emits this really weak light. not burning. sometimes i try to create some sort of fantasy for me when i get bored. i convince myself that i'm sooo head over heals with someone, that i can't live without them. it's never true'. and it dawned on me. she wanted to be me. yes, i got hurt a lot in my life. i am crazy emotional and sensitive. sure, experience taught me that sometimes i need to tone it down a little. no one is obliged to deal with my mood swings and fits 100% of the time. i need to work on that. but on a deeper level, there is nothing wrong with me. i burn. i put myself out there. i know what's it like to feel the highest highs and the lowest lows. i have that to offer to the word. someone out there is going to be crazy about that, someone out there one day is going to cherish that in me and feel lucky. sure, it will involve a lot of work anyway. but this time from both parts. and that person will love that crazy flame i have to offer. just like i loved his (although much short-lived).

House automation is the brand-new means of making our residences almost run themselves. From the lights to an e-mail or SMS message allowing you recognize your youngsters are the house from college automation is the brand-new method of running your residence. There are many points you could establish to run immediately as well as the advantages are excellent also.

Just how would certainly you want to really feel even more comfortable when it pertains to protection? Automated protection such as c bus home control could offer you satisfaction when it involves your family members and also residence. There are alarm systems that will certainly trigger when a trespasser attempts to breach your house.

C Bus Home Control

The very same alarm systems could activate all the lights, make the front illumination of your residence flash, shut off the air and also heating unit in case of fire to maintain it from spreading out. The systems additionally have cellular phone systems in case your home phone is not functioning because of the line being reduced. Security cams could track the home in and out. There are cams that can be established to keep an eye on every angle of your house so the home windows along with the doors can be covered.

The security system can be regulated utilizing your telephone or the web from an additional place such as your task. You could also utilize your personal organizer to manage the system! There are many brand-new means of establishing your residence as much as for being regulated immediately. What happens if your house was geared up with touchpads that would certainly permit you to:

  • Transform lights on and off in your house
  • Switch on your preferred program
  • Examine the kids
  • Readjust the lights
  • Check your outdoors safety electronic cameras
  • Transform your protection system on or off
  • Readjust the temperature level of your residence
  • Transform lawn sprinklers on or off

The houses of the future will certainly have the ability to do this and also a lot more. Innovation is reaching the factor where we will certainly understand every little thing that takes place in the house regardless of where we are.

One means automated systems job is using a system such as X10. With X10 the existing electrical wiring in your house is made use of as a communications channel to send out messages in between X10 tools (the information is comprised of an address and also a command from the controller to the gadget being managed). These gadgets can be connected to a wall surface electrical outlet or they can be set up in ceiling devices. X10 has the advantage that no added wires have to be run nonetheless some residential properties (based on exactly how the electrical wiring was set up) is not matched to it and also X10 might be undependable.

One more kind is the c bus home control which is a 2-cord bus that transfers power and also information. Although this kind is generally utilized to regulate your lights it can be adapted to regulate lots of various other gadgets. One C-Bus could regulate 255 various points. There are additionally bridges which can be bought to contribute to the C-Bus.

When searching for a residence automation system there are numerous different kinds on the marketplace for that reason you must very carefully consider your choices when purchasing.


A hair salon can be a place where a person is mostly out of compulsion, when it is mandatory to get a good haircut. Although there are a few who may visit them out of choice, like while getting a new hair style, a mustache job, etc. But for me, that's hardly the case and consequently I look forward to hair salons. Well, to be precise, one can find a lot of hair salons in the vicinity but then there are some other things that can not be compromised upon in addition to getting a neat cut. I think many people can find these 'other things' too much on them.

The experience of craftsmen must be known

It is very important to know the kind of hair that can be provided by a hair salon. Many hair salons near me have a catalog or a booklet that I can expect from them. This type of booklet can be really helpful in finding out the offerings of the business. It can also provide good insight on the craftsmen's experience in the trade. Also, there are salons that have everything about the business that can be arrived at easily. Now, each time I make up my mind, I choose to visit a new experience.

Convenience and ambience does matter too

Most hair salons near me. In fact, a place where I landed for the 30 or 40 odd minutes, I do it the same way. I always try to find out the conveniences and ambience of the place before I take the call of hair cutting. For instance, in the summer seasons, it is essentially important to have air conditioners. I believe most people would also share this concern genuinely for all the frankness.

Any type of offers can be useful

There are hair salons near me that offer many types of offers and discounts. Some offer a 10% discount on the first visit and there are others that give a 15% student discount and so on. Well, these things can be invited to the point. Anyway, for some people, these discounts and offers can vary from person to person.

Last but not least, the cost of service should be competitive and economical. I am fortunate in this that the hair salons. Although these are some of the most reputed brands in the business. It can absolutely lend a value for the money.


Finding some of the best massage Sydney especially for men is now a lot easy to find. Yes, this is because of the fact that this kind of pampering is now becoming a trend among men and now is very much available at Fleur de Lys Medispa . While it is true that massage regardless of its type are more popular among women there are now a lot of men who are also open to their cravings for this kind of personal pampering services. Due to its popularity, more and more spas and massage parlors are now sprouting like mushrooms in different parts of Sydney and the neighboring places. But the question is how you are going to pinpoint which of the many salons and massage parlors catering to this kind of service are really the best for men. How are you going to find it out? That is actually an easy task for anyone to deal with. For you to be able to find some of top massage-centers Sydney is to set some parameters for it. Here are some of those that you need to take note:



  • The reputation for quality service – this should be the very first area of concern whenever you will be looking for the best salon that offers different types of massage especially for men. Make sure you will only get this kind of personal service from a provider known for the kind of services they offer. For you to ensure getting the best pampering that will surely relieve you of muscle tensions entrust yourself to a massage salon known for their real good quality service. You will know it according to the feedback and reviews from their previous clients. This is one of your guides to be able to get the best choice.
  • Pool of licensed and experienced therapists – the next important thing that you need to make sure when looking for the finest massage Sydney is the skills and expertise of their therapists. You must only choose a salon with a pool of certified and truly experienced therapists. Make sure they will be able to provide you with one that can literally address men’s passion for hard pressure when deciding to pamper yourself with this kind of pampering need.
  • The kind of pressure – because of the fact that most men would prefer hard pressure for massage, it should also be among your parameters when choosing some of the excellent massage in Sydney. It is therefore among the many essential things that you need to consider when deciding which of the many service providers for this kind of massage should you choose. The best massage around Sydney for men is one that also has a pool of masculine massage therapists who are truly an expert on this kind of service. Indeed it would also be a lot important to request for a therapist who can truly afford to provide hard pressure for men to be able to truly appreciate awesome massage Sydney at Fleur de Lys Medispa.
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    Wedding period of time is about to dominate the interpersonal calendars of the many, and if you’re clever, you’ll appear prepared. How can one plan for the slew of “I do’s”, you ask? Well, obtaining the grooving competencies not out of par is probably the initially order of business. You’d hate to feel confused on the dancing floor. And also, if you’re single, exactly how are you going to match anyone by simply staring from the sidelines, swirling your iced-down drink around? That’s no chance to enjoy yourself.

    The bride and groom don’t should get all of the enjoyment. You may also have a lot of fun at the wedding day when you learn a few truly amazing dance methods, letting you experience a lot more assured and also willing to rejoice.

    You Ought To Get Wedding Dance Lessons If…

    You’re The Mother And Father of the New Bride or Maybe the Groom

    Because you knows the majority of the citizens, there will probably as well be a large amount of focus on you. Your pals, spouse and children, as well as brand new in-laws are just waiting for you to enlighten them—don’t let them down! That is your own opportunity to create a great effect.

    Wedding day preparing is known to get all sorts of anxiety on the household of the happy couple. The wedding celebration is the instance to at last take pleasure in the fruit of your labor––celebrate and even bash such as you mean it.

    Utilize this possibility for come up with a celebratory, expert dance to begin one’s own child’s new chapter of existence. Because of wedding photographers, your dancing will probably be a gift that retains on providing.

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    While an affiliate of the gathering, a big part of the function is to assist take the gathering. In case simply no one’s on the dancing ground, it’s the job to just go start the entertaining. With awesome techniques under the strip, you’ll create the dance floor an encouraged, celebratory, and secure location.

    The reason why be an important part of the gathering, but is not an important part of the PARTY? You’re honoring considered one of your dearest friends’ spousal relationship; dancing about this!

    Set off to viral with the rest of the bridal celebration and thus build a wonder dance that bangs everyone away and provides you with your own 15-seconds of popularity. The dancing learned from Care To Dance these types of groomsmen did was an immediate impression.

    You’re A Committed Couple Attending Friends’ Matrimony

    Occasionally functional life gets occupied and even we don’t create sufficient time for those we admire. Use the upcoming wedding party in your own organizer being an excuse to reconnect with your wife or husband. Having wedding party lessons is proved to be even better as compared to counseling. And, yes, you may get your partner to take lessons with you.

    You realize it’s certainly not you will get to wear and have a night out. Let it go slightly and move onto the dance area thinking self-confident. You’ll certainly not would like to quit grooving after you learn how!

    You’re Flying Solo

    Rather than dreading another wedding ceremony that renders you recognize how single you might be, make the most of the opportunity to wow someone amazing on the dancing floor! Number of arrangements are usually more passionate to get together people today as compared to weddings—love is in the air along with the vigor is high. You’ll really like making use of your brand new competencies seeing that an ice-breaker, and also dancing is actually a beautiful function.

    Using wedding dance training is a good approach to encounter a person new. Men and women seize training lessons all the time, and thus it’d be pleasurable that you can perform with someone who possesses the same plan in mind… Perhaps by the next wedding ceremony, you’ll obtain a plus-one to have!

    Wedding Day Dancing Classes to Obtain

    If you’re willing to create those legs of at your feet a little fancier, it’s time and energy to decide on just what kinds of dances to find out. In the end, you’d dislike to enroll in a dance class, only to realize it’s not the best for wedding circumstances. Underneath are our proposed wedding day dancing lessons to make certain you’re wanting to experience the tune.

    Whether in residential or commercial buildings. I bet almost all buildings and wrought iron. This is why a lot of manufacturers are now competing with each other in the market for this particular kind of wrought iron product. The demand for this kind of building fixture also paved the way for its ever increasing popularity and wider market in many parts of the globe. But have you figured out how important thing is fixture really is? Can a residential or commercial buildingstand without this kind of handrail fixture? For some reasons, both residential and commercial buildings can stand still without this fixtures. However, just like any other parts of all edifice, it is equally important and often used for different purposes. Here are the three importance of why wrought-iron handrail is often used by both residential and commercial edifices:

    Importance of Wrought Iron Handrail

    1. Safety - this is mainly the main reason why more residential and commercial buildings choose to have handrail out of wrought iron along its stairways. This specific fixture is made not only to add life to the stairs but mostly to the safety of all people using this particular space in the house or office. It provides them easy grip to hold on to to when climbing up and down the stairs. In the olden days, the fashioned metallic railing was principally created to provide support for the staircase. It is actually a part of the house. As the years passed and construction style progresses, the handrail is being used principally for security, especially for old people to have peace of mind in climbing up and down the stairs.

    2. Style - in modern-day constructing, almost all of the buildings used wrought iron handrail mainly for style. Yes, it is being used to add beauty to the whole edifice. Having intricately made. Many people with a stylish handrail made from wrought iron. A handrail created by using wrought iron is really the case with recycling in the industry if you are talking about style and other aesthetic sense. modern deconstructing, almost all of the buildings. Yes, it is being used to add beauty to the whole edifice. Having intricately made wrought iron handrail

    3. Elegance - even at first glance, a house or an office with shaped iron bannister simply speaks of elegance. Yes, it is part of the human nature to appreciate this intricate work of art. This is why many of the high-end buildings are in the Middle East. Intricately designed pieces of this kind of handrail and add to the elegance of the whole edifice.

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    This article is all about iron handrail. It somehow provides readers with three main reasons why this kind of handrail is being preferred by both residential and commercial edifices.

    Skilled wedding photographers in Sydney do a lot more than shoot images; they utilize their expertise and training to continually catch those magical moments in a wedding. When you have tried using the service of an expert photographer, you will recognize that.

    However, how would you locate an expert photographer that is ideal for your upcoming wedding? Listed below are the 10 main questions that we urge you inquire potential photographers while doing your hunt:

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    In case the response is "yes, " ask as many questions as you need to ascertain whether the partnership is ideal for you personally. In case the response is still "no, " nevertheless, do not push through! Find yet another photographer. What happens in the event that you employ a friend of your close friend and he trips, injured himself or even broke his brand-new camera? You have to get shielded.

    2. How about your credentials and background?

    Let’s say that you are in a job interview, but this time assign yourself as the interviewer. Do not hesitate about asking the photographer about these concerns:

    —Just how long are you a photographer?

    —Where did you obtain your photography training?

    —What do professional photographic organizations you participate in?

    —Are you a licensed photographer?

    —Have you got a degree in photography?

    —Have you ever won any contests?

    The experts have standards to maintain and membership in professional institutions. Whenever you decide on somebody who's licensed or retains a qualification in photography, then you are starting the hunt with calibre. Experts have exceptional abilities and trained in artistry and technology, therefore they understand just how to create exquisite graphics which reflect precisely the image you would like to depict.

    3. Can I see your portfolio?

    A real professional won't have any trouble offering as many references as you want from prior customers, spouses and also fellow photographers. Make sure you telephone the testimonials and discover their feedback on the photographer. Can the photographer catch the mood of your event within her or his photos? Well, he must because this is what he was paid for.

    4. How can you discover this distinct photographer?

    Ask to view samples from a whole photography session or some selection of photographs from a number of diverse sessions to receive a feeling of security of a photographer's work. This will reveal to you how creative the photographer will be and inform you whether he or she's always good…or simply blessed from time to time.

    By entrusting your photos to a skilled artist like At Dusk in Sydney, you will receive exactly what you purchase! An avowed photographer is undoubtedly being a greater level of confidence and knows that your photos are in good hands. Certainly, you are searching for, and almost certainly, love!

    Bear in mind, everyone can have a great picture once in a while. However, while you've just got one chance to catch life's most significant moments.

    Skilled wedding photographers in Sydney do a lot more than shoot images; they utilize their expertise and training to continually catch those magical moments in a wedding. When you have tried using the service of an expert photographer, you will recognize that.

    However, how would you locate an expert photographer that is ideal for your upcoming wedding? Listed below are the 10 main questions that we urge you inquire potential photographers while doing your hunt:

    1. Have you been really insured?

    In case the response is "yes, " ask as many questions as you need to ascertain whether the partnership is ideal for you personally. In case the response is still "no, " nevertheless, do not push through! Find yet another photographer. What happens in the event that you employ a friend of your close friend and he trips, injured himself or even broke his brand-new camera? You have to get shielded.

    2. How about your credentials and background?

    Let’s say that you are in a job interview, but this time assign yourself as the interviewer. Do not hesitate about asking the photographer about these concerns:

    —Just how long are you a photographer?

    —Where did you obtain your photography training?

    —What do professional photographic organizations you participate in?

    —Are you a licensed photographer?

    —Have you got a degree in photography?

    —Have you ever won any contests?

    The experts have standards to maintain and membership in professional institutions. Whenever you decide on somebody who's licensed or retains a qualification in photography, then you are starting the hunt with calibre. Experts have exceptional abilities and trained in artistry and technology, therefore they understand just how to create exquisite graphics which reflect precisely the image you would like to depict.

    3. Can I see your portfolio?

    A real professional won't have any trouble offering as many references as you want from prior customers, spouses and also fellow photographers. Make sure you telephone the testimonials and discover their feedback on the photographer. Can the photographer catch the mood of your event within her or his photos? Well, he must because this is what he was paid for.

    4. How can you discover this distinct photographer?

    Ask to view samples from a whole photography session or some selection of photographs from a number of diverse sessions to receive a feeling of security of a photographer's work. This will reveal to you how creative the photographer will be and inform you whether he or she's always good…or simply blessed from time to time.

    By entrusting your photos to a skilled artist like At Dusk in Sydney, you will receive exactly what you purchase! An avowed photographer is undoubtedly being a greater level of confidence and knows that your photos are in good hands. Certainly, you will possess the graphics you are searching for, and almost certainly, love!

    Bear in mind, everyone can have a great picture once in a while. However, while you've just got one chance to catch life's most significant moments, you ensure the man behind the camera would be a master.

    Choosing what type of massage is best for you personally is not usually a very simple undertaking. On average, massage specialists will concentrate on a focused or complete body massage therapy. It is excellent for you to select one of the best massage therapies for you as per your needs. Many of people prefer to get full body massage service for them.

    Directed treatments concentrate on a particular area of the body that needs rubbing. We frequently define these ranges as trigger points. When they are massaged legitimately they release any developed bunches of muscle tissue which have been activating distress and agony in different portions of the human anatomy. Be as it may, massages are not done exclusively for pain alleviation. Reflexology may be your demo of massage for focusing on particular areas in your own body to help in directing your own body frameworks.

    This kind of massage isn't for diminishing torment, but rather to make your whole body more capable from side to side. Another focused in massage therapy program concentrates on the cranial sacral region of the physique. This alludes to your head and neck. It's best in mending TMJD, cerebral distress, and neck and back distress. Directed massage treatment is excellent for anyone with a particular variety of distress.

    Swedish Massage: Once we typically imagine massages, the huge majority imagine full body massage approaches. A Swedish massage is also an exceptionally mainstream treatment system which includes rubbing against the profound tissues in the system. This guides in discharging any metabolic wastes and tight muscles which might distress you. It additionally realigns your whole skeletal frame and enhances your general movement. This massaging technique works by using prolonged strokes, kneading and friction with the fundamental purpose of boosting circulation and promoting comfort. The level of pressure can be soft, moderate to hard. Check out spa services at FleurDeLysMedispa in Sydney and experience their best.

    Sports Massage: It's similar to a Swedish massage, however, it's equipped more towards athletic or exceptionally energetic individuals. The last sort of full body massage treatment is outfitted towards particular conditions. For instance, pre-birth and geriatric clients can find massages which can be written only for them. These massages are exceptionally delicate. They concentrate on delicately discharging metabolic tight and develop muscles, while additionally tenderly realigning the patient's skeletal frame. A definitive objective as a primary concern is always to enhance the pre-birth or geriatric patient's general versatility.

    So how would you decide between focused or complete body massage treatments? Decide whether you are focusing on the general health that a complete body massage offers, or around the off likelihood that you're essentially expecting to revise an area of never-ending torment or some certain condition that's significantly impacting your quality of life. Particular locales of your own body are regularly better treated through a system like reflexology. in case that you are yet uncertain about which treatment procedure is ideal for you personally, then stop into your local massage parlour and request a specialist. This expert ought to really have the capacity to figure out which procedure will be best for you personally.

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    song: vancouver sleep clinic – someone to stay

    Ian: I don't believe in luck. I do believe we've known each other since forever, though.

    Sofi: Really?

    Ian: Yeah. You know how? When the big bang happened, all the atoms in the universe, they were all smashed together into one little dot that exploded outward. So my atoms and your atoms were certainly together then, and, who knows, probably smashed together several times in the last 13.7 billion years. So my atoms have known your atoms and they've always known your atoms. My atoms have always loved your atoms.

    я всячески стараюсь нажимать на тормоз, не спешить и не строить больших надежд, которые могут в любой момент разбиться и оставить после себя лишь острые осколки, оставляющие красные полосы на коже ещё долгое время. но как часто разум уступает дорогу сердцу с его нахлынувшими чувствами и всячески отказывается следовать уже давно обговоренной установке.

    я всегда была такой: если испытываю что-то, мне не хочется об этом молчать. мне хочется обволакивать человека собой, внушать ему, как он прекрасен, проявлять заботу и все те чувства, что скапливаются внутри. я знаю, что за всем этим могут скрываться недостатки и плохие последствия, но, видимо, мне всё же проще пожинать плоды собственной наивности и мечтательности, чем удерживать себя от каких-то порывов и думать потом о том, а вот что было бы, знай этот человек, как я поистине к нему отношусь.

    мне не хочется распылять себя на ненужных людей, но каждый раз я верю и надеюсь, что вот этот-то человек – это именно тот, кто мне нужен, и отдаю себя полностью и без остатка. но в итоге получается, что я изнашиваю себя изнутри. я всегда стараюсь найти только всё самое хорошее в человеке и спешу сказать ему, мол, ты ведь прекрасен, ты сам-то хоть знал об этом? и несмотря на свою быстро привязанность к людям, я уже замечаю, как с каждым разом мне всё труднее довериться. я не хочу терять веры в людей и как многие сейчас рассуждать, мол, какие все вокруг плохие, я никому не доверяю, хочу быть в одиночестве, собаки лучше людей и прочее. я не хочу закрываться, обматывать себя колючей проволкой, быть озлобленной на окружающих. и несмотря на всё во мне ещё не угасло желание и надежда найти своего человека и благодаря ему убедиться, что всё было не напрасно: мне просто нужно было пройти через многих людей, чтобы в итоге отыскать его.

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    21. Любимый кавер американской песни

    Вообще, если честно, не люблю, когда корейцы делают каверы на американских исполнителей, ибо сразу слышно акцент тт
    Но есть несколько песен, от которых я без ума (они даже лучше оригинала!). Это каверы нашего макнуши Чонгуки:
    Jungkook - 2U
    Jungkook - Nothing Like Us
    Jungkook - Purpose

    22. Kpop танец, который ты хочешь выучить

    Я хотела бы знать ВСЕ танцы, песни которых есть в моем плейлисте, но это невозможно, ибо я танцор еще похуже Намджуна. Но из всех отдам предпочтение трем танцам.

    1. Save Me
    Ибо я ни один раз говорила, что это моя любимая песня.

    2. Blood, Sweat & Tears
    Я чертовски обожаю эру кровь, пот и слезы, ибо этот танец просто фантастик, настолько сложный, плавный, сексуальный и с кучей расходок.

    3. Ice Cream Cake
    Из всех девчачьих танцев мой самый любимый.

    23. Любимое live выступление

    Есть куча лайвов, от которых сносит крышу, но эти двое ПРОСТО БОМБА.

    BTS - No More Dream (+dance break) в Маниле

    BTS - Mic Drop на церемонии МАМА 2017 в Гонконге

    24. Самая прилипчивая песня

    Есть песни, которые раздражают, но прилипают. А есть те, которые ты послушал, они не зацепили, но с многочисленными проигрышами в голове, думаешь "о, эта песня ничего такая". Так вот эти 3 так прилипли, что я их полюбила.

    1. Red Velvet - Rookie

    Когда впервые услышала эту песню, подумала "господи, что за лабуду они поют…", а ведь это моя любимая женская группа. Но после многочисленных попаданий на эту песню, она заела в голове, я ее добавила и сейчас даже с удовольствием пою…

    2. Winner - Really Really

    Эта песня играла на всевозможных фестивалях, раменных, kpop party, что заела у меня в голове. Но вот она я и пою строки "널 좋아해" громче всех.

    3. Seventeen - Don't Wanna Cry
    Мне нравятся севентин, но впервые эта песня не зашла, но так как играли у меня в голове строки "울고 싶지 않아", я очень даже прониклась. Ага, потом еще на Акиконе '17 в СПб судорожно ждала кавер на эту песню.

    25. Айдол, с которым ты хочешь подружиться

    Со всеми кто мне нравится? :D Их СЛИШКОМ много.

    1. Сокджин
    Ну, во-первых, с Джином я не только дружить собираюсь, ибо он мужчина моей мечты *здесь должен быть смайлик, который грязно подмигивает". Во-вторых, мы бы целыми днями бы жрали и смотрели анимэ. В-третьих, Джин, пожалуй, самый заболтивый мембер, который даже ни слова не скажет, а обнимет\укроет одеялом\вытрет слезы.

    2. Хоби
    Хосок такое солнышко, я очень люблю таких людей. Мне кажется, если бы мы встретились в жизни, то могли бы без конца болтать (ща только свой корейский подтяну), дурачиться и говорить всякие тупые фразочки типа "оки оки окинава", "мини мини кэриа", "осакар осакар врум врум врум".

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    If I give you a watch, it's expensive and waterproof.Would you put her in the water?Maybe I didn't dare, though I was sure, but I didn't want to be a part of my curiosity, which would really ruin something good.

    But, dare the child, a ten year old dare.The grown-ups told her that the watch was expensive and really expensive, because she was waterproof.Therefore, you must keep good and do not fall out of the water.Well, what a chaotic logic.

    One day, a group of children together, they all showed their watches, red, yellow, green, all kinds of colors mixed, good-looking very.One of them held up his watch and said that mine was waterproof. I didn't believe you to see it. The watch had sunk to the bottom.Take it out and drop the water, but the needle is still going!

    A little girl, her eyes stare blankly wave stare blankly blinked a few times, you looked at the wrist that piece of pink watch, still go, show a very 045 time six point three seconds, she paused, raised his right hand to take off the watch, suddenly remind of mother once said to her, this watch is waterproof, very expensive, very expensive, don't throw in the water.This moment, she hesitated two minutes, want to throw water, like other friends, helplessly watch the ability of the watch waterproof, but also afraid to break the home mother to blame her.She, silent all the time, suddenly took off her watch and threw it into the water.Quickly take it out, the time goes on, the hands still turn.She lifted the water meter excitedly, like a track and field winner holding a mobile gold medal, and I won.It's really waterproof.Ha ha!

    Pack your bags and wear your watch and go home!

    I imagined the little girl coming home.The girl excited to tell mother, mother a face surprise, suddenly face green.

    You, dare how so big, who let you drop in, if true bad what do you do?A: why don't you kids listen to me?

    I, mom, it's really waterproof. It's ok!

    You, disobedient, unexpectedly not obedient.

    So why did mom buy such an expensive waterproof watch?

    " Mom said.Well, then you can't throw the water!I can't do that any more!

    The simple conversation turned back.Mother's logic never breaks.

    The notes

    I wonder where the problem is, the whole thing.

    When the mother, spend that big price, buy the so-called waterproof watch to give the child, in the heart really what is the intention?Waterproof, but not water.This is a complete adult concern and vanity.Just want to show it to you.

    The child?Watch time, waterproof, that means of course you can play with your watch and water, it's that simple!

    If one day you see a child with a wristband, show his wrist watch, say see my mother bought my waterproof watch, waterproof?

    Do you dare to let it go?

    This, of course, is not necessary.Then turn around and walk away.

    Don't be surprised, this behavior, the action, must not be for no reason, this all, there is a trace, the answer is his parents.

    The world of children is so simple and simple, but as long as doping a little bit of the so-called adult world, the child is also suddenly not like a child, but feel like an adult is dull.

    Sometimes, we do pay our dues to pursue more and more, but never think about it. Do we need it?What do we do with these things?If it's just to think that one day you can come out and compete with someone, you don't have to.

    If you need to, go for it.When he found it, he went with him.

    Needless to say, I am not rare, even if others have said so.

    In this way, there are not so many entanglements and hesitations like waterproof watches in life

    Does anybody really know when it’s right? And how do you know – are there signs? Fireworks? Is it right when it feels comfortable or is comfortable a sign that there’s no fireworks? Is hesitation a sign that it’s not right, or is it just a sign that you’re not ready? In matters of love how do you know when it’s right?”