Don't go wasting your loving on me
When I see tears run, I'm likely to run
So girl, don't love me, I mean it
When I say I love you, I mean it
And it's mad cuh I choose to be distant
But it's fucked cuh I know what a queen is. So why do I?

I wish 2019 is the year when you start putting yourself first. It may be the time when you let go of toxic people and find people who treat you well. Don`t be afraid telling people "No" or doing something you don`t want to do just to please someone.

I wish 2019 is the year when you find yourself. I hope you find something you are really interested in, something, which makes you passionate. It may be anything, a new hobby or a pleasant job.

I wish 2019 is the year when you finally realise you don`t need anyone to complete you. You are whole yourself and it is sometimes okay to be alone.

I wish 2019 is the year when you start loving yourself and stop doing yourself any harm. It is okay not to be perfect. Everyone makes mistakes and nothing actually matters until it`s important for you.

I wish 2019 is the year when you are in harmony with your body, your thoughts and feelings. Everyone deserves to be happy and so do you. Happy New Year!

Loving and fighting
Accusing, uniting
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me aloneYou locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you